ps works ed October 2, 2012

An ephemeral whinging aspect

I do not like your tone
It has an ephemeral whinging  aspect.
It's a curse. I am not unguilty of using it.

And the head begins a long term ache and takes away from the moments of tranquillity. We're not talking of being "in the realm of the essence of tong" -migraine- but none-the-less an awkward discomfort dominates the daily hours.

Life changes from hour to hour, of course, and the feeling of being deceived about whether one is in the countryside or in a city environment is not going to be the important factor in the writing of some journal.

When the doors are closed and the clouds are low the gloom can penetrate the cosiest of havens. My mind it can wander in little circles making explanations for every inconvenience and the ultimate explicandum is that the whole life is just a spek of a spark that sheds light on nothing, and to be over serious about it is the toil of fools.

Having exorcised the seriousness of life and thus lent it a more simplistic flavour I can continue with my account.

….Account of daily marching to a not terribly distant future with a most definite end. The promise that is never broken never thwarted and always within touching distance whether acknowledged or not.

This isny gloomy. It can be looked upon as a logical positivist view of events; it's gonnae happen and ye cannae argue the fact!

Aye, wur doomed. wur doomed. But let's not fret about such a triviality. It happens to be a blessing, a gateway to absolute freedom.  At least it is to us folk that don't manifest any devotion to a diety.

Listened to Shiny Beast  yesterday. Things like that can give you a wee lift. Like the Captain blowing the ‘harp on Carson City, takes away the blues -inserts a wee touch of pleasant optimism—only a wee touch mind—wouldn’t have it any other way. Them folks whose cup runneth over with optimism are destined to a sorrowful end and not such a great inbetween time inspite of their mental frivolity.

Eventually found a working copy of photoshop after a number of years without. Fills my empty hours with re-learning the basics and conjuring some images with ed, or parts of, as the basis. Maybe you will see some of the works on a slideshow at the right of this page, maybe not..

And Chile... nahhh.... not just now... a bit later, mibbe

I've realised I have nothing to say nothing to do ..-- no thoughts and no time to ponce about this blog page for hardly any reason.. so.
I go

With love and mystification

  ..ed